Amanda

Fri, 09 Apr 2004 23:40:03 GMT

so went shoppin the other day w gw at the mckinley mall. who works at Express but amanda miller.....ha she saw me and greg and turned her head so fast...i laughed to myself sayin trust me hun i really didnt feel like even lookin at u or knowin u were back in town bitch!!!! lol i dont miss HS at all....only the fun times WE had!!!!!

i dont feel like i have been on vaction.....i have been dredding goin back since i left which hasnt made it much fun. I register for classes the 22, but i have a meeting for that disney thing on thurs. i need to decide what to do, it really isnt in my head so i dont know if im that excited to go ne more. in fact i dont even know if im goin back to school at all?????????

its april almost may guys r we doin nething for vacation????? i got a thing in the mail for CEDAR POINT!!! lets do it up again with the crew!!!!!! minus/plus a couple people. in fact i think we could prob get everyone from last time if we tired hard, i dunno another road trip would be sweet!!!!!!! lol it was a sweet time. WOW remeber lol the pudding, ILL DRIVE!!!!!

EVERYONE HAVE A SWEET EASTER!!!!!!!

Fri, 02 Apr 2004 11:27:47 GMT

SCHOOLS OVER FOR A BIT!!!!! Couldnt be more happy....
Im not doin to well when it comes to test im gettin nervous...

I was accepted into the Disney College Program!!!!! In august i could be goin down to Orlando to take some classes and work!!!! Its exciting but i dunno..... I would be gone for christmas and New Years... i have 2 weeks to decide???????

i have no plans for vacation i just wanna relax, lay back.......oooooo so happy!

Sat, 13 Mar 2004 14:44:40 GMT

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!

Fri, 12 Mar 2004 14:51:49 GMT

Yesterday was the worsest day EVER...... so i wont be in school next week cause ill be in Florida so i had so much hw to do to give to teaches for when im gone. Yea my disk....of course....shot after finishin my excel project. Not cool, have been workin on it for like 3 days plus... i had other stuff on there.

I was so aggravated and stressed i had to go talk to my teachers and give them this lame excuse. i felt like an idoit, but my one teacher tried to help me format it didnt work. I was so pissed.

i couldnt sit there and work on it cause i was so aggravated so i went home to take a nap......i skipped 2 classes. I had to write to my teach and apologize for not goin to class.

seriously i wanted to cry.

So i took my nap and set my alarm to get up for dance. Yea def didnt wake up to my alarm, mom came downstairs and was like arent u supose to be at dance. Pissed again.

So after greg got outta work he went to school with me so i could finish. This is the first time i went to school late. lol
so we get there at like 10:55. and there is a sign after 11 u need school id. Im like its 5 min to i dont have my idea on me its in the car, said he doesnt go here hes just here to sit and wait to walk me out for security. Well the asshole wouldnt let me in. He was a joke. I stared off real nice, but i tore him up. Im like call security i wanna talk to them. lol people were staring the asshole was lying to the cops on the phone. he had no idea how to listen he thought he was cool for being some dork who stays late to swipe cards........whatever the cops came lol 3 cars full. The cop was so cool about it drove me to my car to get my id he let greg in i wanted to laughin the assholes face. but i didnt.

So i stayed there til 1:30 to finish the work. It was so late.....plus i had to be up at 5 today for work......im so exhuasted.

This morning wasnt ne better either i had problems with my windshield whipers, couldnt see.

I need a good day!!!!!!!! maybe tomorrow!!!!!

Tue, 09 Mar 2004 20:27:41 GMT

i dont understand y people dont ask question...... take words into consideration before u get sneeky and assume things...... ask before u write things and make it worse........or just forget about it i guess. dont know what to tell u???????? i dont see a problem..........

Sun, 07 Mar 2004 18:25:55 GMT

well its been another great weekend........... not really, i hate drama, fighting, assholes. I cant wait til May when things are calm again. Calm in the sense of i dont have school to worry about.....everything else in life will still be the same..........SHITTY.

im hopin i can have some fun on my bday, but i have a feeling prob not, i dont know whats wrong with me. I feel like i have let so many people down lately.

I cant sit here at work i seriously have so much work to catch up on. o well.........

Fri, 05 Mar 2004 21:18:13 GMT

its beautiful outside! windows were def down today!

i dont know whats wrong with me........... schools makin me mad im tryin really hard. My grades are not showing it. I wish i could be a bum like some people and just go to school and not work. Must be the life.

My communications teacher is a really ruff grader we all ganged up on her the other day i think she was pissed.

Saturday whoever wants to come theres a party for me! casue its my birthday! Its at my friend rose's house in SB. drinks, games, fun stuff!

My birthday party will now be combined with my 9 year old cousins...............how exciting! couldnt be more happy bunch of screamin kids....... at least therse gonna be free beer for me to start for the celebration on sun!

Gregs frustrated with me i wish he wasnt, makes me sad. I dont think hes excited for florida but im sure it hasnt hit him yet.
Im so excited........... well i work til 10 someone call me!

Sat, 28 Feb 2004 20:52:31 GMT

K IM PISSED....... i dont get pissed, but u went ahead and said something gay. lol i wanna call u nicole. cause thats what ur acting like.

i love everybody that i have meet, and all the new people, and how cool they treat me and how they interacted so quickly with our group. ( unlike others ) it makes me happy..... to bad so many gay people r missing out casue there to busy with the greatest people in the world. LOL the make out buddy..... hes one of the sweetest people i have met so far! gave him a high 5 for that one! Rumors was sweet last night its so weird on a Friday night but hey good times with daisy, vince, GW, and all there sweet friends!

WANTED

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 21:31:26 GMT

ROOMMATE: to share apt/duplex with GW and myself.

Seriously alls i do i fight with my mom our relationship is over. Its so dumb, annoying, childish. She actually wanted to go see someone about our problem, instead of tryin herself. Shes ridiculous. Alls i did was cry today.....at work, in my car on the way home, before i took my nap, when we taked again. GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

I bought myslef a shamrock shake to make me feel good! it kinda helped they r the best! Daisy man u quit at the wrong time....lol it shamrock shake season!!!!!!

Im gettin excited for the parade and my birthday casue i will be sooooooooooooooooooooooooo shit faced! seriously for that day i wont let nething bug me its gonna be a carefree alcohol drinkin, throwin up, dancin to the irish music kinda day! nothin but smiles.

daisy im gonna try callin u today.... hopefully we wont play phone tag til tuesday! lol

if nething is goin on please call me i would enjoy a night out!

Fri, 27 Feb 2004 03:01:57 GMT

im gonna start goin to church on sundays........instead of just on holidays. i realized i really need to start goin again.

today was the worse day at school. NEVER EVER wear shoes to school its just not cool. I thought i would dress up, not a cool idea when ur at school for 12 hrs. thank god my sandals from august were still in my trunk.....i wore my sandals and red socks all day! i couldnt dance tonight. Its really discusting no need for details.

im tired adios

MEMORIES

Mon, 23 Feb 2004 11:04:53 GMT

last night i pulled out some pics...... and then i remembered the chest.......this is where all the albums r hidden!!!!! lol i pulled out my albums.......seriously i was a cute toodlar, ugly baby. lol i pulled everything out! i found my baby scrap book my mom put together.....it has from when i was born til 3 years. every card, for every holiday, tons of picks, and my mom put sayings in them! I wanna do the same for my kids......my mom really did a sweet job! I also found my moms scrap book.....it looks like my grama started it and my mom finished it....which is cool too. My sister soooooo took after my mom they looked identical when they were the same age.( by comparing pics)

i dunno there r so many pics without an album, i think im gonna try to make a scrap book with them for my mom, but it will take soooooooooo long. maybe my sis will help but who knows.

Sat, 21 Feb 2004 22:53:48 GMT

SO I SERIOUSLY LOST my wallet TODAY WHILE PICKIN UP MY PERSCRIPTION AND TANNNING. I CALLED EVERYWHERE TO FIND OUT IF SOMEONE PICKED IT UP. NOPE NOTHING....... MY MOM DROVE OVER AND LOOKED IN THE PARKING LOT AND EVERYTHING. I CRIED I WAS FRANTIC I HAD ALL MY CC IN THERE, MY SOC, MY NEW ID, PLUS IM LEAVIN FOR FLORIDA IN LIKE 3 WEEKS AND NEED ID AND MONEY.

ITS THE WORSE FEELIN IN THE WHOLE WORLD I THINK...... TO FEEL SOMEONE IS CHARGIN UP A STORM SOMEWHERE OR USING MY SOC TO FIND OUT ALL MY INFO.

SERIOUSLY god loves me.......... becasue he let the sweetest lady in the world find it. She found it in the parking lot. she didnt wanna run it into the tanning bed because she knew to many young people walk in and outta there and she didnt want someone who worked there to walk away with it..... so she took it home looked me up in the phone book by lookin at EVERY MURPHY to find my address and called and left a message. My mom ran over to her house and picked it up for me lol im at work......... we offered her a reward and she wouldnt take it, but i got on the phone and thanked her sooooooooooooo much when my mom was standing there gettin it.

Seriously this lady save me so much aggravation......its sweet to find nice people in the world these days!!!!! im so thankful

Fri, 20 Feb 2004 11:25:30 GMT

i miss life. i wanna go out.......... hang out with my friends. i miss you daisy!!!! lol
MY LIFE = school, work, dance. i seriously do nothing and i miss it all canada, 80's night, backstage...... arg. Sleep is the most presious thing to me these days. I try to get as much as possible but its never enough.

Yesterday was the first test day of the semster, first test was good! second test was terrible. LOL the other day i had to take a spelling test. They were frequent words mispelled in busines??????? i failed ahahahah i cant spell

i have been tryin sooooo hard to keep up with my classes i hate fallin behind but some weeks i always find myself behind in one thing...then next week the other. but im doin good!!!!

my mom is still a bitch even after i appoligized o well whacha gonna do??????

22 DAYS TIL MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! excited

Sun, 15 Feb 2004 23:50:55 GMT

well another disapointment in my life.... not only is hol not gonna be around for my birthday but either is rose. FUCK MAN! i could really cry. It suppose to be a sweet ass time and it sux already. So im so counting on all my sweet JFK friends to come out with me to the St. Pats PARADE please please please, dont make it worse! i need friends to make it the best day ever. its MARCH 14th a SUNDAY....... my b day is on the 13th!

I leave for florida a month from today......so need to buy clothes but im very poor. i need to start building a tan too. theres tanning bed special on monday buy one get something for a $1. excited!

i called my mom and appologized but it doesnt feel different, i still dont wanna talk to her im really mad. o well

my valetines day was good..... gw was good to me and i was expecially good to him.

i dunno 27 days til my birthday, if u dont go to the parade with me then ur comin out FRIDAY the 12, were goin to canada to have some drinks.

well im gonna go cry now that this is the most upsetting birthday i have ever had in my life.

Another friday

Fri, 13 Feb 2004 11:39:09 GMT

its early again. I feel my body draging 2 days behind me.....
i work 6 til 12 then 4 til 10. i might sneak out early casue i have to go to the bank and pic up one last thing for greg for valentines day!

I woke up 20 min before my alarm was goin to go off this morning. I was sick as a dog, i could have cried. so i quickly through something on the wear to work and hoped back into bed til the last possible second. i still feel sick... and its not fun.

gregs really mad at me for always being tired. i feel like im a bad gf, but im really not. i hate when he leaves my house mad, but i really dont have the energy to fight about.

im gonna sit here all day and do my hw which is a bonus! so ill have more time at home to sleep, and hang out w gw.

Me and my mom r still not talkin which is gay, i can appologize but its fake, i dont even know y im appologizing i didnt do nething. But hey ill be the bigger person.

I really cant wait to get outta here at noon to go take a nap, seriously my stomach is killin me.......... :O(

UPSETTING

Sat, 07 Feb 2004 01:01:50 GMT

So tomorrow is cearas bday 21!!!!! exciting......so i havent spoke to her in soooo long i only seen her once since she has been home from ireland. How pathetic.....never called me to tell me she was leavin for school, never called when she got settled in to invited me up to look at her apartment. How sad :O(....................

So me and the other girls have been chiilin back waitin for her to call about plans for her b day...... Well hol finally got ahold of her online.

CEARA told here since we werent 21 she wanted to go out with her friend from school she wants to go to bars that only 21 yr olds can go...... UMMMMMMMM pissed. Thats me tellin her i dont want u at my party.

If i were 21 and everyone else was under i would be like lets go to canada i wanna be w my close friends.... rather than being like ummmm i wanna hang out with my 21 school friends....... it terrbile iwould never do that and i hope no one else ever does it...... I would be cool hangin out at my house with all my friend rather than beong out with no one.

Seriously she is a bitch! fuck her and im tellin her im sorry but MY JFK r cooler so i wanna hang out with them on my birthday! i dont care they arent 21.....so go be a bar hoe by urself drunk bitch.

i dunno about that girl she turned wierdo on all of us even hol got hurt about it and hols a tuff girl who really doesnt care about 2 much. i dunno......

I WANT EVERYONE TO COME TO THE PARADE FOR MY BDAY!!!!!! i plan on goin out the night before my b day to canada maybe boston or daily FRIDAY the 12th. on sat MY BDAY me and gw r hitting the casino and the 14th is the PARADE! wow the i leave for florida on the 15th for 5 days

EXCITING PLEASE BE APART OF THE EVENT NE DAY UR WELCOME I WANT EVERYONE THERE. maybe not ceara.

My weekend is over

Fri, 06 Feb 2004 11:07:05 GMT

I had a 12 hour day at school yesterday......i was exchausted came home laid down missed gregs phone call....so he came over i didnt here him knock but my sis let him in thank god. so he woke me up, but only to tell me i was drulling everywhere. I remeber hearing who line is it ne way and then fallin back asleep. I feel so bad but i cant force myself to stay awake...... i wake up disapppointed bercause i couldnt stay up to hang out and watch tv with gw. I hope hes not mad

Today i have work, 6am til 12 then 4 til 10. Cearas b day is tomorrow but she doesnt ever call me or talk to me nemore so i dunno if im invited to go visit her. Im sure will end up doin something but it pathetic........

im gonna sit here at work all day doin homework casue most likely it will be dead. On my break i will go home and take a nap and take a shower.

Next week is Valentines day!!!! i wanna go see 50 first dates! me and greg r gonna make each other build-a-bears for V-day! im excited...........

O man Feb 10 is gramas b day. i guess my mom is makin dinner for her. lol my grama invited me to my own house for dinner instead of my mom. She really is pathetic. Its gonna be wierd becasue were still not talkin. and i have to eat dinner with people i dislike. But im gonna drag greg there so i feel more comfortable.

Well i wish there was something goin on tonight! maybe people will go out! someone call me.

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 15:08:13 GMT

Seriously i have the sweetest bf, all that money and i cant get a phone call. IM SICK OF SITTING HOME

SUPERBOWL COMMERCIALS ROC!

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 11:39:13 GMT

soooooo its so early and im at work...

Yesterday was gw's b day. Last night i left work early to prank him. Bought 72 latex ballons, blew them all up and covered his room. its was funny the floor/his bed was covered only enough space to open the door. PLus i got him 3 helium ones that said happy birthday! thought it was a fun gag......

hahahah now he has to clean them all up!

Beside the prank im takin him skiing on Wed! havent been skiing since high school..... should be a fun time!

excited about prykos's tonight. should be a nice get together. only bad thing is that i have to be to work by 6am which mean wont be a long night for me :o(

Well see everyone tonight neone needs a ride call me daisy i got u on the list! lol adios

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 20:52:27 GMT

LOL greg has the same bday as JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE!

Sat, 31 Jan 2004 20:31:17 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREG WHITE!!!!!!! THE BIG 21!!!!!

Last night me and gw rented a movie, and picked up some munchies at tops. it was like 11:30..... i dared greg to try to buy beer before midnight lol he wouldnt..... but he sure pranced around the store singin he was gonna be 21! ( lol in his spongebob pj pants!)

i wish i was 21 so i could go out with him or take him somewhere cause i know he really wants to actually go out on his b day. But i cant and i feel bad. Soon thou......

Im excited for superbowl party! DAISY lets go shoppin tomorrow and pick some stuff up!!!!!! HEY and sorry about not picking up but WE were watchin a movie... ill call ya!

if neone would like to hang out tonight.... call my cell!!!!!! have a SWEET DAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! muah!

TGIF

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 11:20:40 GMT

yawn..... its early

I dont remember much of last night....... i zonked out right away!!!!! i only remember greg giving me a kiss but i cant even remember sayin bye......

Yesterday was ruff...... classes from 8AM til 7PM.... then dance......I really like school i think so far, besides the cold weather im all thumbs up..... My classes r sweet (except accounting) it so much diffrent than the night classes, so many more people, more activity, its all exciting!!!!!

Dasiy i wanted to meet up w u i tried callin but i got ur voicemail! we need to see if out scheduals can allow us to hang out for a bit! Jacob came and talked to me casue he got outta class early i guess!!!! Thanks for the company!

Im really really tired......

Me and mom r still fighting..... havent talked to her since WED, JAN 21. The hinges r still off my door too i get pissed aout that sometimes......

TOMORROW IS GREG WHITES BIRTHDAY, the big 21!!!!!!!!!!! JANUARY 31, how exciting!!!!!!! EVERYONE WISH HIM A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Daisy give me a call sometime if possible im working 6 til 12 then 4 til 10. BLAH...... we need to make some plans!

PLEASE HELP MEEEEEE......

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 02:32:02 GMT

Seriously i cant take it nemore............... I hate my house and my mom and my sis. Fuck them there assholes.

I told my grandmother the other night my mom was a FUCKING bitch and i said fuck to my grama ( greg heard me) lol seriously my mom is a child and needs to grow up...... i dont feel safe in my house....

She took the hinges off my door..... i was scared so i stared lockin it....... well she got the tool box out when i wasnt home and took the hinges off..... seriously i dont want to sleep in there......

how crazy is it to be so sick to ur stomach about havin to go to ur house and not wanting to be there......... prayin on the drive home there assholes r not there......

im starting to save im moving out i swear to god on it! after florida....... after i graduate im outta here.....

STORY:
Was at the gym the other night from 4 til 7:30 worked out with legz we took a class....... well after i walk out of the class my mom and my sis r there.... meanwhile i didnt know they even belonged casue they dont talk to me....... so i was gettin water they saw me and didnt even come over and say hi....... so i finished working out and they left without sayin a word to me ????????? how sad!!
they know i go there y didnt they ask me to go with them...... honestly my own mother and sister didnt even care i was there or bothered to say nething.... they acted like i was a stranger god!!!!! im pissed.

lifes deppressin i wanna grow up....... be an adult be on my own.

Fri, 23 Jan 2004 13:25:08 GMT

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